September 27, 2004
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Another weekend is over and another work week has begun. This
past weekend was nothing fun. Friday & Saturday were Yom
Kippur and so it’s not like I was out and about. But during my
fast, I did take some time to reflect on mistakes I’ve made over the
past year. I’ll be the first to admit that I’m an idiot and make
mistakes. And what I wanted to really reflect on was my personal
relationships. I feel like I’ve alienated some for dumb and/or no
reason, lost touch with others and kept others at arms length
apart. I’d like to mend some of the burnt bridges and shorten
others, if I can. It’s easy to write it here but I know that when
I go to pick up the phone to call, it’s alot harder. More than
anything, I hope not to make the same mistakes again.I drove my sister to the airport yesterday and in the end, did not go
to the Durham fair. My mom told me to go on the way back but I
was not about to go there alone like some friggin loser. One of
these years I will go. And as I write this, I realize I’ll be
missing San Generro this year. I loved that festival, going there
with Rich and Crystal, hardly being able to walk, seeing if we can
muster the strength to walk the entire length, and trying to find a
dude selling a Suvlaki sandwich for the cheapest price as well as
spotting celebrities. It was fun and I’ll miss it.Song of the Day: Night Ranger – Sister Christian